100 facts about me.

1. I have grey eyes, but wish they were emerald green.

2. I'm really interested in how autistic and transgender peoples minds work. I don't mean that in a rude or horrible way, I'm just really interested.

3. I love Justin Bieber.

4. The thought of growing old and dying scares me.

5. I always tell my mum I hate her but have never once meant it and doubt I ever will, she's my only parent I have and does everything for me and I love her for it.

6. People say you shouldn't regret things, but unless I've learnt from it I WILL regret it.

7. I wish I was naturally dark haired with dark skin.

8. I love boys with pretty eyes.

9. I love River Phoenix so much, for everything. He was one of the only people who wanted to use his fame to make the world a better place. He was an amazing actor and had the amazing looks to go with it too. He honestly changed me as a person.

10. Because of River Phoenix I am a vegetarian.

11. I don't know my dad. I hate him, yet I kind of want to meet him.

12. I hate my shape and the way I look.

13. I like writing in diaries because I like to let my feelings out.

14. There isn't a single person that I can trust with EVERYTHING.

15. Everyone says their first kiss was horrible, mine was probably one of my best.

16. I hate people who judge others before getting to know them.

17. I can't act myself infront of people because I worry about what they will think.

18. Stand By Me and Dream A Little Dream are my favorite films.

19. I love rides!

20. I'm scared of heights and clowns.

21. When I'm singing in the shower I pretend I'm singing for or a crowd, or pretend the shower head is a camera and I'm recording my own music video.

22. I am one of the worst singers I know.

23. I hate people that chose their boyfriend/girlfriend before friends.

24. I want my nose pierced!

25. I want a tattoo of a butterfly on my wrist.

26. I want to name one of my children River. I think it is such a beautiful name.

27. When I was younger I wanted to be a bus driver.

28. I hate arguments.

29. I love adrenalin rushes.

30. If someone close to me cries, I cry. I hate seeing people upset.

31. My sister thinks I will end up in a mental hospital one day because I am so weird.

32. I want to meet Gerard Way.

33. I want to be an actress.

34. I can't use public toilets.

35. I hate my mum smoking.

36. I get confused easily.

37. I love writing stories and poems, I always get lost in them when I do.

38. When I go to sleep I try and force a dream into my head where I make myself a character from a film I've watched and I play out the film in their shoes.

I don't really know if that makes sense though.

39. I love making people happy.

40. I used to hate Glee, now I love it.

41. I think Lady GaGa is overrated.

42. Watching The Only Way Is Essex makes me embarrassed about being from Essex.

43. I want to know what taking drugs is like, but I will never try.

44. When I was younger I honestly believed I was going to marry Gordie Lachance from Stand By Me. I thought of his character as a real person and I didn't know he was now an adult.

45. I love the 2 Coreys.

46. I don't understand how people can be murderers, rapists, perverts, anything like that.

47. My granddad has alzheimers and lives in a care home. I miss him and want to see him, but I'm too scared to visit him because I know I'll have a breakdown.

48. I always put punctuation in the wrong places.

49. I want to do really well at school, college, and just life in general.

50. I don't just want a job, I want a career.

51. I love dogs.

52. I have half brothers and sisters who I don't know.

53. I'd do anything for my mum.

54. I want to meet Justin Bieber.

55. I love Taylor Swifts music! It's like she can read my mind.

56. I used to think I was psychic.

57. I really do believe that me and my sister have some kind of sister telepathy.

58. I hate it when people call others 'emo' based on the kind of music they listen to. Emo is somebody who is emotionally unstable, it's not something people do out of choice.

59. I cry at nearly every film I watch.

60. I wish I lived in the 80s, it seems like the best time.

61. I love marmite.

62. I cannot stand liars.

63. I think I am good at keeping secrets.

64. I hate my teeth.

65. I love grapes.

66. I haven't been eating crisps for 5 months because they're bad for your skin.

67. I think I'm really awkward in relationships.

68. I'm shy when I meet new people, but when I get used to them I am far from it.

69. I laughed at this number because I am immature.

70. I don't care how old Jaden Smith is, I love him.

71. I get too emotionally attached to characters in films and books.

72. When I'm older I want to move to New York.

73. I saw 30STM live for the first time on 30.11.10 and LOVED it.

74. I really wish I could find a cure to cancer :(

75. There's something about Corey Feldman that I love, I don't know what it is. Probably everything.

76. I love Leonardo Dicaprio and Johnny Depp.

77. I get really stressed out really easily.

78. I love the Lost Boys films.

79. I was two marks away from an A in my last english exam.

80. I want to be unique.

81. I like to sing to my family because it annoys them as I am a terrible singer! :P

82. I love dreaming. It's the main reason I love sleep so much.

83. I hate waking up in a good dream.

84. When I'm sad I don't eat.

85. I want a time machine!

86. I want pet seamonkeys, they are the coolest pets ever!

87. I love plain pasta.

89. I often get asked if I am on drugs just because I am so weird.

90. I cannot wait until my wedding day.

91. I've been excited for prom since year 3.

92. I hate it when people stare at me while I'm eating.

93. If people stare at my food before I eat it, it puts me off completely. 

94. I love money.

95. I can't wait until summer. I love having picnics in the summer.

96. I am probably one of the most clumsy people I know. I can't go a day without walking into something, headbutting something, tripping over, dropping something, or hitting myself in the face.

97. Whenever I eat I feel sick. I don't know why. I could eat really fast, really slow, eat loads or hardly eat anything and I still feel sick.

98. My hair falls out a lot :/

99. I think abortion is wrong! I hate it!

100. I can't wait until I'm older when I have a baby. I'm going to try and be the best mum ever!